I went through a spell the last few weeks where I had no motivation to write. None. Nada.
My friend, Regan, hounded me relentlessly, but I just couldn’t seem to make myself do anything. Granted, my twitching eyelid (that still hasn’t stopped, thank you very much) made staring at a computer screen…well…uncomfortable, to say the least.
It’s weird what your mind can do. I started doubting everything, wondering if it made sense to spend so much time writing when you hear such dismal discussions across the internet about the industry.
I guess it comes down to just getting back to why I started – because I like it.
When I started to write, I didn’t tell anyone and did it simply for creative expression. I needed to do it. I needed to get the words out.
Then I started learning about the industry, everything that goes into it, etc. It got me really excited at first, but then I started seeing posts and tweets about how much junk is really sent to agents. I questioned myself. I admit it. It’s hard not to when you are taking time away from family to pursue something.
But I had to have a come to Jesus talk with myself. It just doesn’t matter! I needed to get back to writing for the reasons I started – fun!
So, I’m back, Jack! I know that I will have these droughts and struggles again, but hopefully, I can get back to my happy place. :-)
Hi there! I’m a visitor to your blog. :o)
I find your writing very entertaining and full of life! And what’s more, you’re on the same quest I am! (I, too, have started a blog about it.) I hope you don’t mind me following you. :X
I wish you the best of luck in your quest, and will be back to read about your updates! :o)
Jen
Amanda, I know exactly how you feel. If you check out Lindsay’s site, http://www.lindsayncurrie.webs.com she has an interview with an agent on there. By the way he makes it sound, it’s easier to win the lotto than to get a book published! You have to really love writing to keep going. There are just so many hurdles out there. I’m sure, though, if we all support each other, we’ll make it through by heck or high water! Glad to see you’re back. :)
Welcome back! I’m glad you’ve jumped through this set of hurdles. It’s difficult to keep sight of why you’re writing, especially when you’re surrounded by talks of getting an agent and a book deal, all of which seem so far away. It’s only loving our writing that keeps us going day to day. And sometimes, that’s difficult to remember.
Thanks for the support, y’all! It’s tough when you go through those spells. :(
And I’m glad you are following me, Jen! In a total non-stalker way, of course. lol
*clears throat* About %&%$*@^$*@ time. That’s the reason you need to write. Also because you’re right… agents get a lot of crap. So be nice and let them read your stuff. That is all. :D